Rabu, Februari 25, 2009

disaster

ok. it was near the end of 2004.

we split-up and since then, i heard nothing from her. i never even really know why we end-up the way we ended-up.

being heart-broken, i decided to name a gig as "a disaster after valentine's". no one really know why i gave such a title. it may bring bad luck some suggested. i don't bother. the label name itself means bad luck. what to expect then? and it fits well since the gig was indeed organised almost a week after valentine's.

i was broken-hearted and to finally be able to organise a gig under own label and to have bands that made up of mostly friends and those that i really love, i can't be happier. luckily, it was a success. since then, the gig had been organised every year, some time after the valentine's. last year, 2008, saw its fourth installment. it was postponed until april since the touring band (off minor) would only come later and it should be a finale. the end of its series. the last gig from the struggling label. it went ok. and to some extent i would say i was really pleased. that was some happy moment i would treasure.

now, it's feb 2009. i'm still single. what luck eh? am i really that afraid of commitment? i never know for sure. five years gone and it feels just like yesterday. now my head start to think, no, not the question of when will i have a steady gf or "worse" getting married but, but... should i revive the Valentine's DISASTER?

2 ulasan:

azwin khairuddin berkata...

d for disaster. tajuk yg menarik utk kt bace tp mata ni da xtahan nak tidur sb jam da tunjuk kul 2.17. mati.. esok dah la kelas kul8. nnt kt bace, kt komen lg eh?

nadja berkata...

weiii pegi mengorat awek la weiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~